no turning back...

Ok, so I thought that kneeling in the crib was a big deal and that we were in trouble! That was nothing! I can't believe that when he was supposed to be sleeping, this is what I found!!! I hurried up and got the camera, then took his picture without him noticing me, then ran and showed John the picture. I didn't think he would be able to get back down, because that is what I have heard (and so I just let him standing there while I went to go show John-I'm scary!), but when I got back, he was already sitting down. They say that is what you should do though, just let them figure it out, because if you don't- they will just depend on you to help them down and not figure it out. Not that I know any adult who doesn't know how to sit down from a standing position, but I guess it causes more frustration than is necessary. Anyway, he got down by himself, and now I think we are in trouble. There is no turning back, we are definitely in the fast lane now!!!

And on a side note-just to show you that I am TOTALLY losing my mind! We went to a get together last night and I had to make a dessert. I wanted to make a really yummy chocolate eclair cake that is so easy to make. I have made it a couple of times already and it is just so good. So anyway, I made it yesterday and it totally didn't turn out the way it did before. You mix 3 boxes of French Vanilla Pudding with 1 -8oz. container of cool whip. Well I did that, and it wasn't just right. So I ran out and got another thing of cool whip- 12 more oz. and came home and mixed that in. It was just grainy and gross looking- real stiff, just not good. I didn't know what was going on, I was going out of my mind. Well I finished making the rest of it the best I can- complaining the whole time to John. I figured maybe it will look like crap, but taste ok. When it was time to eat dessert, I tasted a piece, and it was just awful! I was so embarrassed, but still couldn't figure out what was wrong!!! Well we came home and I was sitting on the couch and it hit me!!! I was supposed to MAKE the pudding, not just mix the powder with the cool whip!!!!!!! DUH!!!!!!! Like I said, I made it before and it turned out great- yeah I made the pudding! I was even more pissed off than I was before, and I couldn't believe that I actually took it! How could I be so stupid, and that is when I got really scared, because I am truely losing my mind!!! :O